As the empty night is upon me, I wonder… What have I done? How could I deserve this? I keep feeling pain and never release, Did I really commit such a sin? And as the moments pass and regression begins, The thoughts and cringes come to mind. I think of all the times I let people down. I think of all the times I thought of myself. All the times I should have done more and all the times that I bailed myself out. And after that I realize… Yes… I know now why I suffer like this, I am not as good as I would like to think I am. I am sorry to all I can say sorry to. I beg for forgiveness for the deeds I should not have done. I plead for mercy for the acts I did for personal gain. And I promise that from this day forward, I will be different. Then tomorrow comes... |
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